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The thing about losing everything is that all you’re left with is you. At first, that feels devastating. And then, anything becomes possible.

Are you tired? Take a walk with me.

You’re not burned out. You’re grieving.

And this exhaustion you're feeling is not a personal failing. It's a signal. You have spent your whole life carrying everything for everyone else and your body is saying enough. This is an invitation to stand up, turn around, and finally say no.

This is for you if you've hit a wall. If you can't get out of bed. If you're ready to rage quit by email and kick the trash can on the way out. If you're suddenly very sick. Or so lost in grief that it takes your breath away. If you find yourself quiet quitting your life. If you just can’t any more. If you’re wondering if this is all there is and you’re not sure why, or what to do about it.

This is for you if you’re ready to ask for more.

I understand, because I’ve been there.

I was on my hands and knees on the bathroom floor after another grueling events season with a wildly successful floral business, and I realized this wasn't my idea of success. I thought back to the beginning. Just me and a pair of clippers, knee deep in a snow drift, watching a barn owl fly by. I was hungry for that feeling: pure connection with who I have always been.

So I went outside and got real. About who I am. About what I want. About what does and does not work for me. And the more honest I got, the more I saw that what doesn't work for me had become sewn into my survival.

Untangling that was going to take more than willpower.

I stopped trying to think my way out, and I asked for help from skilled people (plural) who knew things I didn't. Slowly, I began to loosen the patterns, and the grief and trauma that had fortified them. And as I healed, the path got clearer: close the business, go back to school, and create Wildering — a nature-based approach to tending grief and healing the root of over-functioning so we can build a life that doesn't cost us our whole selves.

I know what it’s like when it all falls apart and I know how to come back from it.

This is not just a walk in the woods.

Nature-based burnout recovery is a trauma-informed, somatic coaching approach that integrates nature immersion, nervous system regulation, and IFS-informed methods to help people recover from chronic stress, rebuild sustainable rhythms, and tend to the grief that often underlies nervous-system exhaustion. It is distinct from clinical therapy because it is focused on practical recovery, values work, and changing your unconscious patterns so you can move forward.

Here's what coming back to yourself could look like for you

✶ First, we sort.

That impulse to burn it all down and walk away from the bonfire is an indicator that you've been saying yes to what doesn't work for you, for way too long. Here's where you get real. Rage if you need to. It's just you and me and the trees to hear about how you really feel. And then…we sort, separating what's working from what isn't so you can gain some clarity.

✶ Then, we rest.

Giving yourself permission to stop and rest is the first skill we are going to build for you. Because when you know how to slow down, you can start to listen. When you can listen, you can finally let go of what's getting in the way. When you can let go, you can finally move on.

✶ Then, we rebuild.

This is where you remember what you actually want and find the courage to claim it. This process takes time. But when you get there, you'll know.

READY TO WALK?

Let’s go outside.

Lace up your boots, grab your earbuds and come outside with me. I'll share with you what I know about grief while you walk. You’ll share with me too. We will figure this out together.

About me.

I am a naturalist, writer and a certified coach. My work explores grief, healing and our relationship to the natural world—shaped in part by an early childhood spent with the Yupiit people in Alaska. My practice is rooted in nature connection, embodied awareness and Internal Family Systems. I am currently pursuing a Master’s in Nature-Based Transpersonal Counseling at Naropa University.

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Are you tired? Take a walk with me.

Honoring and acknowledging that I live and work on the ancestral homelands of the Quinault, Chehalis, Shoalwater Bay, and Chinook peoples — the original stewards of these rivers, forests, and shores.